I was terrified, but I did it. I’m back up to 140.6. I hate it, I feel like I work so hard, then school/work sets me back so much. :( 

Here’s my thoughts.. I’m going to hit the gym every single day this week, whether it be for cardio and abs, or cardio and a lifting session. But it’s happening. I’m gonna weigh in on Thursday morning to see how I did so far.. or maybe I won’t, I’ll wait until Monday. I’m being realistic here: I know I’m going and spending my whole weekend, Thursday- Sunday at my old college town. We’re going to a bar Thursday night, and Saturday is our friends’ huge halloween party and tailgating is happening that morning. I know I’m gonna drink. I know I’m not going to eat well. BUT! That’s it. After this weekend, no drinking for me until Thanksgiving. I might have a glass of wine here or there, but binge drinking is OUT. Everything I DO drink from after this weekend on, it’ll be calculated into my daily caloric intake. I’m going to work hard and not eat any more than the calories I burn off. It’ll be a challenge: school and work are still in the mix. BUT working out will become a higher priority. I’m making it happen.